Today is Christmas Eve….I am at work until 3pm…..my thoughts? Oh well, lets make some money. There is no reason for me to be upset about having to work today, we don’t get my youngest till this evening late anyway.
Self Care is my plan for the day. I decided this when I arrived at work after being a nervous wreck on the interstate (pouring the rain, new rental car). I was panicky, and tense by 7am….whats wrong with me? I am alive and it is Christmas Eve, I should be thankful.
My plan for today:
- Listen to Beach Vibes radio on Spotify
- Leave work about 3pm
- Swing by the Dollar Tree and find the last stocking stuffers I need for the husband
- Tidy up the house
- Wrap Presents
- Take a bubble bath and have a glass of wine
- Attend Christmas Eve high mass
- Pick up my youngest
Yesterday my husband told me, he felt distant because of how tense we had both been…. I want this to change. Christmas should not be a tense time for couples but for your average every day couple it is. We are all struggling. We must all remember you cannot pour from an empty cup.
If anybody is like me, I do not know how to relax. My mind does not stop. This ends today.
I will take time to myself. I will relax and let the things that are out of my control be. I do not want to be tense on Christmas day. I will take time to take care of myself this evening and finish up last minute things while dancing around the house with my husband and son.